I HATE BULLIES

This school year has started off pretty shitty for my oldest while my youngest so far is not having any problems yet.. Today she's home sick with her sister, but she's been to school 4 out of the 5 days since school started and day one she comes home upset because she's being harassed and bullied by kids for some really lame bullshit. One girl's made it her mission to harass her in class, PE, lunch and anywhere else she sees my daughter.. Not bad enough my daughter's feeling like shit going back to a school she has hated because of bullying last year but she didn't pass 6th grade so she's having to repeat it, but hopefully these teachers will do better for her than the ones she had last year, they failed IMO in teaching my ADHD child and not helping more her when they saw her struggling with her grades in class.. So some lame rumor some mean little boys started about her last year has followed her this year on day one....calling her a cat killer because she likes to draw her warriors cat characters from her favorite book series.. She's been also called a cat eater and yesterday a cat raper.. So this one girl, she decides in class to try and take her backpack and go through it without permission. Then she wants to pick on my daughter like an immature child because my daughter wears a bra while this girl doesn't wear one yet...the girl's 12yrs old, you'd think at that age girls would stop that bullshit knowing she's going to have to wear one too one day.. At lunch she went telling random boys my daugther didn't know oh she likes you she likes you... PE she's shoved another girl into my daughter purposely and then pushed that same kid into someone else and told the girl she's so clumsy... To top it off, she joined in on the cat bs and told my daughter there was a cat that just showed up in her neighborhood and then asked her if she wanted to come over to kill it... This shit really ticks me off and hurts me seeing her this way.. My daughter has helped us so many times over the years to help the stray cats we've come across, most recently helping someone catch one that works where we live at to take it home to her grandkids, my daughter was so proud that she helped that cat get a good home. She's the kind of kid that hates animal cruelty. She'd be the one you'd see picking up a lost dog or cat on the way home and then ask us to call someone to come pick it up so it won't get run over and die.. And to top that off, we have pet cats.. She also gets harassed because she has to repeat the 6th grade.. There have been few kids that have been nice to her.. She doesn't know who she can trust to actually be a friend because some that pick on her aren't being as mean as the others, I tell her that those boys might like her and are flirting but because of past experiences she doesn't want to make new friends.. The upside is she's had 2 girls stand up for her and try to help defend her.. I'm proud of those kids for trying to do the right thing.. I just wish she'd tell them thank you and try to make friends with them, but she just tells me she didn't ask for them to do what they did and almost feels wronged because now kids call my daughter a snitch.. She's afraid to tell anyone, she hates that label and cries about it.. I've contacted the school though and talked to the assistant principal and hopefully she'll get this crap to stop.. But knowing kids well, I have a feeling it won't anytime soon..

Ok sorry I just had to get that off my chest, I hate that my daughter has to deal with bullying because I myself had to deal with nasty kids growing up, too.. I thought she's cute, thin and a nice girl, so she won't have to deal with this stuff but I was wrong.. Poor girl can't be herself and draw or do anything she likes without ridicule..

Working on new "Look" post...

as soon as SL cooperates and lets me, lol.. In the meantime, I've discovered Dragon Nest, which I've been playing in the meantime when SL doesn't cooperate for me. I'm surprised how much I actually like playing it, seeing as this is my first real game like this and I've never tried WoW, though I've tried to download it to play. But during the process of opening it up to "download" the viewer to play it's made my PC crash a few times, so :o( will have to wait on that until we upgrade this PC a little bit or my laptops are working correctly.. Anyways, Dragon Nest is a pretty neat game, still getting used to how it works, though, sometimes I forget stuff lol! Found the game off of a recommendation from one of my Flickr friends. I've made it to level 12 or 13, I forget.. So that's about it, well that I care to share right now, other than the school year's started and I'm kind of happy for that, long story behind that for my kids and problems from last year and new ones already and it's just now their 3rd day being in school.. Also thinking about seeing if I can get a part time job here where I live on post, we'll see how that goes and if I can get hours that fit to school hours or after school hours that work for my family.. Gotta go now, need to check my SL viewer again and then head off to get dressed for a doc. appt. for my oldset.. <3~hugs

Funny Stuff

First is this blog that I love reading and the pictures make me LOL..
Hyperbole and a Half She's got a way with funny descriptions and making someone laugh about her crazy life memories.


Second is this cover of Womanizer sung by All-American Rejects




Third, another Britney song, Baby One More Time sung by Bowling For Soup




and their cover of Fergie's London Bridge




Then there's this cover of U Can't Touch This by Stahlhammer that makes me LOL




Then there's this song called Duck Face that I found through the AntiDuckface website,




And also this, if you've seen Supernatural you've probably seen the porn addicted, alcoholic suicidal teddy bear.

That's enough funny stuffs for now, I'll post more later.. Hope these make you laugh. ;o)

Can't sleep..

So, decided I'd do a "look" post. Nothing fancy, just the basic details..

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The skin I'm wearing was a group gift from Belleza, Aiko in Tan skin tone with hair base.
Hair is from Truth. The style is Priscilla Streaked in the color espresso with the streaks in fudge.
My eyes, Human in Green Glass Constricted Pupil, are from Acid & Mala.
My earrings and necklace are the Fly Me Away Amore Jewellery Set in pink from League. I'm wearing the winged heart and bird earrings and longer necklace from the set bought.
As for my facial piercings, I'm wearing 2 different sets from Haus of Darcy (HoD). Both sets, Twinkle and Forget, are modified and actually no longer for sale in Aydan's store. I've been using this set for well over a year and is one that I love.
My lashes are from CCD. I love them because they are the no alpha lashes and easier for me to fit and adjust to my avie's eyes than alpha are, plus they don't clash with any alpha hair textures.

Untitled, originally uploaded by Nahtasha ▶ ▷Not always here, RL stuff◀ ◁.

My tattoo is from a great store owned by a friend. The tattoo, called Danger Flower half body, is from Insanya and is the worn version of the 3 tones included in the pack.
The shirt comes from Grixdale, Boom! Head Shot! Game Day Sweats in Gamer Girl Pink. It comes with a cute pair of rolled up grey sweat pants with a pink stripe down the sides. By the way, Tyr's having a closing sale. Info here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/grixdale/5999719296/in/photostream
Under my pink top I am wearing a black Cheetah Corset Tank from Sn@tch. The top came with an outfit she had set up for Humpday called Humpday Cheetah Corset Set. The skirt is another item from Insanya called NotYourHun Mini Skirt. I'm wearing the option with the panties. The skirt also has side bows but couldn't be worn together with the Grixdale tank.
The bracelets I'm wearing are from a hunt I did and are from Acide!. They are called Nightmare of Metal V2.
My fishnets are from Sn@tch, from a set that was a group gift called Death Glam Group Gift. But you can find this set in other outfit sets or in her newest fishnet set.
Over top of the fishnets I decided I wanted something more to wear under my boots so I chose League's Gartered Socks in black.
My boots are from a store that no longer exists I guess, but were for sale at WMD where I found them with my partner. Then again I can't find WMD anymore either. They are from [0N] Zero Number and are called Wo Boots. I really like these, they are well made and are only tied up about half way and open at the top.

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As for the shape and brows shape/hairbase used, those are my personal created shapes.
Ok, so that's it, my first real "look" blog.. Hopefully I'll try another one of these again soon and when I'm not all sleep deprived lol.


Belleza - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Belleza/128/128/22
Truth - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Truth%20Hair/151/20/26
Acid & Mala - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Malula/128/127/46
CCD - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/CCD/102/134/34
HoD - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Dark%20Tranquility/182/132/901
Insanya - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Sintoma/127/164/25
Sn@tch - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Snatch%20City/130/212/29
Grixdale - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Atomic%20Island/132/45/2002
League - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Duende/154/133/39
Acide! - http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Shameless/167/128/22

Been awhile

So yeah, I didn't ever really give much of chance in this thing, I'd like to, but some things with my RL kept me or even SL.. As of lately, to be honest, my RL has me drained physically and emotionally and not wanting to be on SL much and needing to try to make myself deal or try to separate myself from the people and things that have caused me way too much stress to the point it has messed with my sleep and dreams and even interrupts my thoughts. When I think I start to push it away, it pulls me back and makes me feel like shit all over again for caring and wanting to stop and push the cause of my hurt and stress away.. I hate feeling guilty but hell it is what it is, I guess.. These people are supposed to be my family, my flesh and blood but they only want me to care and say anything when they find it convenient for them,when they ask, not when I want to, which I have a hard time not caring for them.. Especially when something bad is going on and gets worse as time goes on. Seems new things just keep adding into my already stressful everyday life, hell, that's why I like SL, to try and "get away" from my RL stress to take a break and the fun that I've had being able to be silly and de-stress myself to forget about all the crazy for a little while.. I do miss SL and can't wait to get back on again and reconnect with everyone I love and try even doing pics again and discovering new and old sims to explore. Sorry for my vent/rant, I think doing this, in a way with some anonymity, kind of helps me. May or may not be the only time I use my blog to do this.. To Darryl, Patt, Moon, Taty, Ginna, Kat, Tay... I love and miss you guys, take care and hope to talk to/see you soon!

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Hi, I'm new to this.. Couple of friends thought I should give this a go, so, here goes nothing, lol. *waves to moon and Taty* ;oP

This will be my SL (Second Life) blog. My name in SL is Nahtasha Zenovka and have been on SL for just over 3 years. I will probably post pictures on here from my Flickr...sometimes of just pics I'm happy with or even some of the cool shit friends of mine make and I want to show it off. Maybe I'll even do looks (not promising that one, lol!) and reviews of stuff I love.. Maybe just a song that I'm just loving at the moment. Who knows what else I'll do... Like description says, this is my random blog, lol! One warning is I'm not some professional writer/blogger so I may have typos and my writing might not be perfect, but that's ok, I'm not trying to impress anyone. :o)

Flickr

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.